Went to St. Lukes today with Sarah, under the pretense of accompanying her to buy some stuffs before she goes back for good on Sunday... But in the end I ended up with hell loads of stuffs as well. Oh well but I need them.
Bought this yearly journal to help me keep track of my bill payments and whatsoever (30% off why not! Even cheaper than a calendar). Then a pair of pillows to greet my brother's visit in 10 days... A bottle of self tan moisturizer because I no longer want to be acknowledged as Chinese-- am South East Asian xp. My skin color fades quite fast no matter how much tanning I do...
Oh and a half priced Revlon curling tong! Yayness!!!!!!
Oh and uhm a pair of shorts cos apparently I'm a size 8 now. Mwah!

I was having some conversation with my friends about childbirth and so on, since I have this fear of childbirth (and actually having some nightmares of giving birth). I've decided to do C-section in the future, as I don't fancy something coming out from my ta-ta and being in so much pain and having to have a loose ta-ta in the future.

Anyway I'm only 23 *uhm* and I don't have any plan on having a baby in the near future. There are so much things I still want to achieve, and I feel like I'm not ready yet to be a mum... can even barely take care of myself and my tiny apartment, let alone a crying creature that needs to be fed, taken care of, bathed, and so on.

Reminiscing my adolescent years, most teenagers are scared of getting knocked up mainly because they're scared to tell their parents... I guess. I know how it feels. But being in your (almost) mid twenties, there are so much things to consider beside your parents. I don't wanna have a baby too early and not being able to raise it right. Where will I get the money from? I can't even support myself! I still can't survive without some help from my allowance.

I feel like maybe some people can say something about biological clock, mother instinct, and so on. Well... I am just not ready for the responsibility. Not even ready for a long-term, committed relationship. So many people actually ask me when I will get a new boyfriend... how old I want to be when I get married... yidi yada. But no way I'm tying the knot so young!!

We'll see how 2012 goes! But definitely, no baby. And no wedding ring please.

Back to posterous baby! I need a more private, quieter blog to express how I feel... Auckland is crazy. How small it is, how many crazy things have happened in the past 8 months that I've spent trying to make it in this Kiwiland.

I've survived three blocks of cookery class, one front of house job, one unpaid work experience at a famous hotel kitchen, three house moving experiences, flatmate clash, an unfaithful boyfriend, lots of drunken nights, date offers, relationship offers, competitive classmates, conversing with people who barely speak English, loneliness, awkward meeting with the ex, and many more.

Oh and I still remember that I was complaining about my weight back in April. In fact that was immortalized in a post in this blog... Guess what. I'm still complaining about my weight. But the difference is, I was too skinny in April, and I've gained massive TEN, yes, ten, 10, kgs since I've arrived in Auckland!!!! Can't even fit in my jeggings anymore; I'm damn mad!!! 

Newest story is that I recently cancelled my trip back home in January (sigh); meaning I won't go home to fetch my shoes, bags, clothes... There are so many clothes I want to wear but they're back home! ARGH. I also really miss my parents and really want to see them. At the moment I'm enjoying a nice break--school has just wrapped for this year--trying to get some sunkissed skin and the most importance is... to get a job!!!!!! Wish me luck.

I always have this somewhat irrational fetish towards stationery items; especially notebooks. I can't actually imagine how many fancy notebooks I've purchased through my whole life.
I'm 23 and I still rock that fetish awfully cool! LOL.
I needed a book to keep track of my spendings. I actually planned to just invest on something really simple, but when I was browsing around in the mall today I stumbled upon a newly opened Korean imported fancy items shop.
They have sooooooooo many BLOODY CUTE items and their notebook collections made me gasped in a major awe.
A must visit! I finally bought this fat cat notebook... Basically because I like cats! Fat cats are adooooooorable.

A huge ass photo of myself posing after dinner. Oh how I love the invention of a front camera. xx

Newest charm from mommy.

I've been on full throttle holiday since November last year and I think that enough is enough. Thank god it's gonna be over soon!

Anyways I weigh myself and oh boy stress does contribute on your weight. I went through three different stressing matters in the past 6 months and I lost almost three kilos!
But I do think that I still look healthy though! I dont look like those skeletons, I think, and I certainly don't look like someone anorexic -.- wish my parents would stop trying to force-feed me!!

I've been wearing glasses since I was in the third grade. That means I've been through some long 16 years with glasses... Almost 17 years and counting.

I went to an optometrist after a good friend of mine had recommended him to me. Apparently he's a well known optometrist who has a program of eye therapy to reduce your need to always wear glasses; thus making your eye muscle strong and you can reduce the power of your eyes' minus!

I first went exactly one and a half months ago with the power of 3.00 on both eyes.
And today I went again... Oh my. Now am able to sport a pair of contact lens with 2.25 power and it's so bloody clear!!!

But officially the doctor said that it's now 2.50 instead of 3.00.

So happy!!!!

I love my parents to bits. But to live with them under the same roof is exhausting. I'm 23, not 3 or 13! 

These are the four scent types I own so far. I've always been concerned about how I smell; mainly because I can't stand other people's bad odor!
My favorite is between the Gucci Envy Me and J'adore Dior. Can't choose.
I used to spray Moschino I Love Love everyday but since the bottle ran out I got tired of the smell.
Paris Hilton's Heiress is not bad, actually it's almost finished cos I've been using it since super long time ago...
And the latest additional is the Twilight Woods body mist; super sweet flowery smell thingy!
Mad love good scents!!!

This is one of the best hairclips I've ever bought in my entire life!!! Not exaggerating.
It's small enough to clip half of my hair fashionably yet it's strong enough to hold my whole hair when I bun it! And do note that (despite of the now-reduced hairfall problem) I have like, quite thick hair.
It is also very cute and pretty to my liking.
Costs IDR20.000, equivalent to approximately US$2.20. A good price for such a good item!